I MISS HER..


Friday, May 12, 2006

There are times when I just wanna look at your face...

That's how I feel..

I miss my Ate Stef.. She was always nice to me.. she never said anything bad against anybody.. She was just pure and sweet and honest.. Now that she passed..the family would never be the same again.. We miss her.. If your wondering who my Ate Stef was.. Imma give you a quick bio..

My Ate Stef was born to Celsa and Boy Calipusan. She had 2 siblings..Ate Sheryl and Shoun. She graduated college and her RN license.. She started working as a nurse in St. Francis Hospital.. That's in a nutshell.. but yeah.. She was the queen of pix and karaoke.. She is beautiful inside and out..



What happened? We don't really know.. Police investigation isn't over yet.. But the prelim. report said that they skid into a hill going back to Kim's house [the bf] in Seattle. She went there to visit him for his bday. Friday night they went to watch a concert. It happened.. Rescuers found Kim first..apparently they got thrown out of the vehicle.. If Kim didn't wake up, the rescuers wouldn't know Ate was there with him. He told them that Ate was in the car so they searched for her.. The car hit her and was on top of her..I assume that's why they couldn't see her..

So.. they brought her to the hospital.. no brain activity anymore.. a day being on life support..her organs started fail.. so they finally have to decide whether they want her organs donated.. and they did.. even if it was hard.. At least Ate's healthy organs will help somebody else.. she's still live in our hearts and the people she's going to help..

I love you Ate.. We all miss you.. I know you're looking down on us..and you want us to be happy..happy because you're in a better place and that because God has a plan for you and for us..


Ang pangarap koy nagmula sa’yo
Sa’yong ganda ang puso’y di makalimot
Tuwing kapiling ka tanging nadarama
Ang pagsilip ng bituin sa’yong mga mata
Ang saya nitong pagibig
Sana ay di na mag-iiba

Ang pangarap ko ang ‘yong binubuhay
Ngayon nagmamahal na sa’kin na tunay
At ang tinig mo’y parang musika
Nagpapaligaya sa munting nagwawala
Ang sarap nitong pag-ibig
Lalo pa noong sinabi mo

Chorus:
Dadalhin kita sa’king palasyo
Dadalhin hanggang langit ay manibago
Ang lahat ng ito’y pinangako mo
Dadalhin lang pala ng hangin ang pangarap ko

Nang mawalay ka sa aking pagsinta
Bawat saglit gabing lamig ang himig ko
Hanap ang yakap mo haplos ng ‘yong puso
Parang walang ligtas kundi ang lumuha
Ang hapdi din nitong pag-ibig
Umasa pa sa sinabi mong

RepeatChorus

Umiiyak, umiiyak ang puso ko
Ala-ala pa ang sinabi mo
Noong nadarama pa ang pag-ibig ko

Repeat Chorus

Ang lahat ng ito’y pinangako mo
Dadalhin lang pala ng hangin ang pangarap ko


Noones gonna sing with me na.. but its okay... we will remember the memories we have in our hearts.. I LOVE YOU Ate...


Stefanie Grace P. Calipusan

August 5, 1982 - April 23, 2006




Somewhere in my dreams tonight
I'll see you standing there
You look at me with a smile
"Life isn't always fair"

You say you were chosen for his garden
His preciously hand picked bouquet
"God really needed me,
That's why I couldn't stay"

It's said to be that angels
Are sent from above
I've always had my angel
My cousin - whose heart was filled with love

Wherever the ocean meets the sky
There will be memories of you and I
When I look up at that sky so blue
All I see are visions of you


"While there's a heart in me, you'll be a part of me."



posted by Jesa at 8:13 PM

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A is for - Age: 18
B is for - Boyfriend: Leo Andrew Maceren
C is for - Came to the World: Jan. 24, 1987
D is for - Dad's name: Lito
E is for - Essential item: Money!
F is for - Favorite song at the moment: Collide by Howie Day
G is for - Girls you've kissed: Mom, Bling², and friends
H is for - Hometown: Bohol
I is for - Instrument: Piano
J is for - Job title: SVN
K is for - Kids: Someday...
L is for - Living with: Parents and Brother
M is for - Mom's name: Helen
N is for - Number of boys you've kissed: Expound more. lol
O is for - Overnight hospital stays: NEVER! *thank God*
P is for - Phobia[s]: SNAKES...
Q is for - Quotes you like: Taken from The Notebook
Allie: I need to ask you something.
Noah: What is it sweetheart?
Allie: Do you think that our love can create miracles?
Noah: Yes I do. That's what brings you back to me each time.
Allie: Do you think our love can take us away together?
Noah: I think our love can do anything we want it to.
Allie: I love you.
Noah: I love you Allie.
Allie: Good night.
Noah: Good night. I'll be seeing you.
R is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: 1st BF. approximately 2 yrs and 8 months
S is for - Sucks: To go to clinicals.
T is for - Time you wake up: Depends what time school starts
U is for - Unique trait: Hmm, tell me..
V is for - Vegetable you love: Squash
W is for - Worst habit: I bite my nails
X is for - X-rays you've had: NONE.
Y is for - Yummy food you make: ADOBO..=)
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