Happiness and Imperfection

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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Haha.. I dunno why that's my title but the past 2 days, I've been a bitch to Leo. I've been in the butt and all I do is piss him off. I admit it..sometimes I like arguing, but it's more like I just want attention. HAHAHA! TRUE.. but embarassin.. Now, I convinced myself to stop cause even I, myself, am getting annoyed by what I'm doing. What more him? haha.. anyways, it's a girl's thing.

Other than arguing with him, we really have a good time together. We always laugh and get cranky together when we're hungry. So last Friday, we went to eat with my classmates to celebrate my b-day *kuno*. We ate Buca de Peppo in Pasadena. FOOD was GOOD. yeah! GOOD... pero I still miss the pasta I always eat at Dulcena. hmm, carbonara..hmmmmmmmm.. Oh well. wala yan dito! But yeah, pictures are in my Multiply just click my links on the bottom left.

All I've been doing is school, school and school. Nothing else. it's really tiring cause our teacher is nothing but a sweet lady who doesn't know how to teach. She gives us a bunch of handouts we need to learn and discusses about something we don't even need. If she wasn't nice, we would have been pissed.

Anyways, maiba naman ako.. Have you guys experienced the "Ex-BF Syndrome?" Haha.. It's just one thing I made up when the ex bf comes into action again. Well okay, I haven't told Leo, well I should but in a way I did tell him that Topet texted me happy bithday.. Well I really didn't see anything wrong with that until the past couple weeks, he's been texting me and still calls me "Bing." Yeah, at first it was fine until he implies things like "I hope you haven't given up on us." and says JOKE.. umm..

Well yeah, at first..it's nice to be friends with EX BFs.. Don't get me wrong..it's just that sometimes, the EXES go far beyond the line. It just is annoying. One more thing, when you wanted them, they weren't there..but when you don't need them anymore, they come running to you. SUCKS cause they act like nothing happened.. Oh GOSH.

Ex-BF Syndrome.. what can I say? It's flattering, yes..but I hope we all realize our limitations and where we should stand. Cause honestly, right now it's not cute..it's disgusting. Anyways.. friendship should be treasured for life, but reality should always be seen. ANd you have to make sure, what do you really want. Cause you can't say something and mean something else.

I feel bad for hurting his feelings..but I'm happy with who I am with and what I have right now. So "ex-bfs" it's really your loss in the end huh?

posted by Jesa at 1:56 PM

FACTS:
A is for - Age: 18
B is for - Boyfriend: Leo Andrew Maceren
C is for - Came to the World: Jan. 24, 1987
D is for - Dad's name: Lito
E is for - Essential item: Money!
F is for - Favorite song at the moment: Collide by Howie Day
G is for - Girls you've kissed: Mom, Bling², and friends
H is for - Hometown: Bohol
I is for - Instrument: Piano
J is for - Job title: SVN
K is for - Kids: Someday...
L is for - Living with: Parents and Brother
M is for - Mom's name: Helen
N is for - Number of boys you've kissed: Expound more. lol
O is for - Overnight hospital stays: NEVER! *thank God*
P is for - Phobia[s]: SNAKES...
Q is for - Quotes you like: Taken from The Notebook
Allie: I need to ask you something.
Noah: What is it sweetheart?
Allie: Do you think that our love can create miracles?
Noah: Yes I do. That's what brings you back to me each time.
Allie: Do you think our love can take us away together?
Noah: I think our love can do anything we want it to.
Allie: I love you.
Noah: I love you Allie.
Allie: Good night.
Noah: Good night. I'll be seeing you. R is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: 1st BF. approximately 2 yrs and 8 months
S is for - Sucks: To go to clinicals.
T is for - Time you wake up: Depends what time school starts
U is for - Unique trait: Hmm, tell me..
V is for - Vegetable you love: Squash
W is for - Worst habit: I bite my nails
X is for - X-rays you've had: NONE.
Y is for - Yummy food you make: ADOBO..=)
Z is for - Zodiac sign: Aquarius

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